LOL yaa know what, i lied. Things have been going pretty well. Deleted him off of facebook twitter, cut all contact seeing how appearently he can’t handle me being happy so he has to make my life miserable to compensate for his own. I would be miserable too if i was talking to her. LOL, But talking “doesn’t mean anything because he doesn’t want anything to do with her” LOLLL which makes all of this even more funny. ANYWHO. ive been working on workouts from volleyball and working every day of my life and trying to save up for an apartment. yey. das all

So does someone want to tell me why nothing goes right for me?

(Source: miss23sunshine)

Its silly, to see how things fell apart so quickly. Yet at the same time none of this was my fault. I don’t know what happened to us but yet, everything was blamed on me. Everything was my fault. When the reality is, no. Absolutely not. I stood back and tried to make you happy but in the long run, you did not CARE. At all, so while im buying you movie tickets, shirts, paying for gas, buying you candy, you said screw her. And with one simple text message, it was done. Thank you for the memory and also now i have a lesson learned. And when you do come back(they always do when they realize what they wanted or liked isn’t what they thought it would be) it will probably be the most humorous thing i will ever witness. Always look ahead, never look back in the past.

Its silly, to see how things fell apart so quickly. Yet at the same time none of this was my fault. I don’t know what happened to us but yet, everything was blamed on me. Everything was my fault. When the reality is, no. Absolutely not. I stood back and tried to make you happy but in the long run, you did not CARE. At all, so while im buying you movie tickets, shirts, paying for gas, buying you candy, you said screw her. And with one simple text message, it was done. Thank you for the memory and also now i have a lesson learned. And when you do come back(they always do when they realize what they wanted or liked isn’t what they thought it would be) it will probably be the most humorous thing i will ever witness. Always look ahead, never look back in the past.

TO DO

  • WESTERN CIV ESSAY
  • REVISE ROUGH DRAFT OF RESEARCH PAPER
  • MAKE BIO POWERPOINT
  • DO 4 QUIZZES FOR WESTERN CIV
  • READ THE 3RD BOOK OF THE HUNGER GAMES


oh yeah..and laugh at how ugly she is lololol 

volleyball tomorrow :)

LOL

LOL

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Josh on the cave scene. 

(Source: quellary, via ruperts)

I don’t know why i spent so many hours and days trying to get you back. Sure i still somewhat care but you only apologized once and said i don’t deserve another apology? O.K, thank you for throwing me into a state of anger/rage/upsetting me. i Don’t deserve that from anyone. So i am getting over it extremely fast. And especially  since J is coming home Friday. I want to try and mend things back to the way they were before I went back to the asshole who ruined my trust. It just makes me so upset sometimes to sit here and think about how we were so happy together then one day all the talk about apartments and life stopped. Oh well, whatever goes around comes around. But i can bet anyone, I am the best DAMN thing that has ever happened to him. 

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